Lots of lost feelings

stuck on a never ending road

consume by emptiness

head hurts

going in circle

don’t know where i’m going

walking in the wind

sky is grey like my thoughts

my feet control me

no one in sight

everything is calm

except that storm in my heart

feel like i can breathe but i don’t want to

it’s cold but i’m not

i think i want to shout

but my mouth won’t open

your name stuck in my throat

lost in an everlasting battle

it’s like the wind is trying to cover the voices

just like the music in my ears

helping me getting rid of unholy thoughts

maybe i want to get drunk

i know i’m tough

mud stopping me

like telling me you need to go home

so i’m walking back

but to where

don’t know where to go anymore

yet did i ever knew ?

i’m emotionally empty

stuck at a crossroad

which leads to nowhere

i don’t want to be like this

but it’s not my choice to make

it’s kinda frightening

where am i ?

i think i got lost

did i do all of this for nothing ?

low battery

i don’t want to break the silence

wind’s whistling in my ear

you finally decided it was easier to just walk away?

i can’t ignore the pain in my chest

Anonyme